The Pinball Wizard

sick of bitching and whining

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 10:01:59 GMT

Sup?

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 02:30:43 GMT

nothing like love to make someone say "fuck life"

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 05:59:46 GMT

madness in the spring

Fri, 08 Sep 2006 07:19:00 GMT

ouch.

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 01:47:26 GMT

I bring you part of the final confrontation between Harry Potter and Lord Voldemort!

Voldemort: "'Arry, shine yer shoes?"
'Arry: "Bugger off, gov."
Voldemort: "Cheeky, aye? I oughta bang your conk"
'Arry: "'Ave a go"

And then Harry busts out his ultimate Patronus spell, and summons Will Smith!

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 05:05:49 GMT

Going skiing soon. in the rainforest. with teddy ruxpin. in drag.

ignore the kook above. he's crazy. crazily crazy. I would dare say crazed. crazedily crazed.

periods are fun. fuck commas. FUCK COMMAS! DON'T HOLD ME TO YOUR GRAMMAR STANDARDS! More like StanDON'TS! Oooo, diss. Fuck, that's a comma, isn't it. Wait, all of those are, as is what I just wrote! I have been infected!

I, am, a, comma, zombie,,,,,

At least I amuse myself.

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 18:10:54 GMT

Butterflower.

Abnormal psych is almost over, as is my time to remain coasting in community college. I don't even have any particular desire to transfer. I've had a chance to see what university life is like in advance of transferring, and it seems to be as much bullshit as SMC is, just with more busywork.

Study for test, take test, study for next test, take test. Nearly everyone fails, but a person who had a 59% gets an A.

When do I get my superpowers, man? I think I'm ready to be a villain.

That shit is whack

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 16:48:09 GMT

yes.

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A person with a sixth sense for detecting the presence of goblins

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On being a hoofed god of fertility in Los Angeles

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 08:03:00 GMT

Azriel and Dror's relationship is probably the best relationship I've ever seen. I'm proud to know both of them, and to call them my friends. I love them.

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 17:21:08 GMT

all of our goldfish died last night after we cleaned the turtle tank. it must have been the change in temperature, or maybe nitrates in the water. I'm going to buy some things to test pH and nitrates in the water. Fuck, it was frustrating to see them die one by one, even after I removed them from the main tank and put them in an alternate tank with different water. They died in very unpleasant ways, as well, Crowley(the biggest goldfish, by far) was the first to start swimming lopsided and sluggishly, with his mouth wide open, barely gulping at all, within an hour and a half he was dead, but he was looking mostly dead within 20 minutes of putting him back into the tank. This sucks.

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 01:38:55 GMT

Today, Backgammon was hard.

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 22:50:23 GMT

Sleep makes things better, so of course I fear it.

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 09:03:31 GMT

feelings of unreality galore, yet I still function. I don't know whether to be glad for whatever part of my mind allows me to keep moving like a machine even when I'm in a very shitty place, or to wish my body would reflect the confusion and disorientation within.

Why does this happen, why do I suddenly feel like I don't fit in my body, or that I'm slightly out of my body, or that things just don't feel right anymore.

Why is my own consciousness so impossible to grasp? Why is no amount of scientific, religious, and philosophical logic going to be enough to solve this problem of existence?

And why do I even bother to write when none of it comes out right at all?

I barely feel human.

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 12:07:35 GMT

I don't know what I want to write, but I know I want to write, so I'll keep it simple.

Hi

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 20:56:45 GMT

Even in my intense dreams where I'm ridiculously pissed off, I still remember to turn off the toaster-oven. Don't want to burn dream toast, after all. That would be unforgiveable.

The subject matter was based somewhat on actual events of yesterday, in which Noa and I got into a big fight. I even threw a dream chair at a dream window at one point and I remember thinking "Azriel is going to be pissed, but I don't care right now". Funny that I would react so strongly in a dream where in reality I haven't really reacted in "throwing things anger" since I was 15. Well, that's not completely true, after the Natalie business a year and a half ago I threw and beat up a plllow pretty hardcore.

So... beyond that I really don't want to say anything else right now. And I have to study for abnormal psych anyway. Black sheep wall, power overwhelming, and radio free zerg to ya.

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 04:51:15 GMT

Format C

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 00:25:47 GMT

went to my little cousin Mateo's baptism yesterday, Noa came along. We left early and went back to her house, where we burnt cookies and then played a card game called "spoons". I lost most of the time. It's a tricky deceptive game. Then I taught Noa's younger brother and sister how to play Texas Hold Em. So yay, her family knows I exist, and they might even not hate me. Maybe.

I'm pretty crazy about this girl, but I can't read how she feels about me. I mean, yeah, she hangs out with me all the time, but the closest thing I get to a compliment is "You're too nice to me." I'm trying not to get sucked into that line of doubt, but it's hard not to do, I don't want to get screwed over.

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 06:29:44 GMT

Dror Bday, got her a costco cake

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:29:25 GMT

I really hope I don't have strep again.

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 01:30:55 GMT

BERNADETTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 04:54:31 GMT

book recieved, Shelley wasn't there, but she had told her roommate to let me pick it up. It's not a surprise that she wasn't there, she was told I would come by. It's alright, if I had seen her I would have just wished her a happy life anyway. Getting the book back is closure enough.

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 03:31:36 GMT

I'm GOING to get my damn book back from Shelley tonight, and then I thoroughly look forward to having absolutely no further connections to her.

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 20:47:16 GMT

I took a xanax yesterday, put me right to sleep, and I stayed asleep for a good 12 hours.

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 07:23:10 GMT

ah fuck it.

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 06:25:20 GMT

The supreme state of being a bean.